The bowl

Blood.
Wasted so easy
With eyes of mud
I feel so sleazy

It runs down my arm
Drips slowly out of my soul
I’ve lost the charm
And forgotten my goal

It dwells in my crevices
And grows up my spine
Requiring some cold sedatives
But I can’t pay the fine.

MF

hey.

Breathing is difficult

Am I alive?

Living became insult

Living deprived

Drowning in tears

Is this what it’s all about?

Knowing no fears

Knowing no doubts

-M.F

drowning words

your eyes pierce me

words are no longer needed

we both hold eachothers stares

knowing that its impossible

wishing it was

but none having the courage to step foward

to say those words

which will set our lips free

-M.F

friends with masks

the people that i tried to protect always turned their backs on me

even if i was in trouble because of them

they would ignore me

 as if i wasnt there as if i wasnt fighting for their sake

as if we had never been friends and once i finished suffering

they would feel that its ok to come back to me

as if the ink on my forhead had disapeared

as if the memories of them abandoning me was erased

but they didnt know in the process they had tattoed

their names in my heart

with my own blood.

-M.F

scatterd messages

the words you said to me slowly melted in the air

fading ever slowly

i hear what you say

but i have no time to process it

or mabye i dont want to

i know your words will hold me like chains

my only weakness

is your words that show me your heart

-M.F

worn down

I held your heart

making sure that it didnt fall apart

but you learned to forget

the promises we made when we met

you left my heart behind

and left me completley confined

but now you think you can come back

but i promise you

i wont make let you make any more cracks

-Marieme F

Empty Words

I stare at you and you stare back
Even though I see you there seems to be a gap
Something’s missing
And my heart keeps hissing
The words we need to say are gone
Replaced with a sad song
Maybe it’s ment to be like this
But what would happen If I resist?

-Marieme

To fit that mold

Pushed by the pressures of society

Trying so hard to not fight it

Trying to be more than myself

With the consequence of my health

I have no choice

But to let out my voice

All this time ive been trying to impress

Without giving myself a rest

Is this my fate

That “they” tell me not to hate?

-Marieme

Letter

Knowledge is like a train

That can cause much pain

Its something that needs to be known

But can be the worst foe

What if whats written bleeds into the heart?

And what if it tears it all apart?

But what if knowing can relieve

So that the eyes are able to see

Is knowing worth it

or should it be completely lit

-Marieme

old memories

Love is fleeting

I can see your wings beating

The memories we once shared

Are now all cold and bare

But still some things remain

All stuck up in my brain

Even if you forget

And even if I regret

Remembering you

Will you still to?

-Marieme

Seasons

I tattoed my name on your wrist

I used my tears to heal it

and my kisses to seal it

but after sometime it dissapeared

only to leave a faint smell of autumn

and memmories of pain

-Marieme

unknown heart

I try to fix this hole in myself

But I cant reach top of the shelf

Where the truth hides

Obscuring itself from the light

I try to make my way through the night

In the depths of my heart

Where things begin to fall apart

My hands shaking from the pain

Of trying to unravel the maze

With blind eyes

I try to love you

-Marieme